" I couldn't handle the pregnancy and fell into a deep depression."

Hi everyone, I'm a spiritual seeker.

The first time it happened, even though we used protections.

I chose to abort because of the health of my two children. The situation was stressing me greatly, and I had to monitor them daily for years.

The second time was because of my health.

Some time passed and we decided to try to conceive another child, told each other to try again, maybe someone wanted to reach us.

I couldn't handle the pregnancy and fell into a deep depression.

What I would like to tell you is that what happened was like crossing Thresholds. On a spiritual level I discovered that what happened made me become the woman I am today,

it made me stronger because I went through a suffering that I share with other women and sisters.

It taught me empathy and I feel free to be able to support myself and all of you as in a great circle of sisterhood.

"I know this is right for us, for me. It wasn’t an easy decision this go around. The shame society instills in us is deep. But I know it’s right."