Jul 4 Jul 4 "The worst thing was, I never spoke to anyone about it." Sharing Truth Two Abortions, Germany “When it happened again I felt so disappointed about myself and I realized again I am with an immature person who is not even able to take care of himself. Also, my physical and mental health were unstable. So again, I had decided I am not going to be a mother who’s nearly surviving even without a kid.” Read more.